Saturday, November 17, 2001

@ 2001-11-17 14:53:00

Current mood: nauseated

Morning sickness or all day sickness????

Spent the greatest part of yesterday with my head in a bucket and same thing today....

I'm bitter about the excessive vomiting, but still thrilled about the baby.

Worst thing... having morning sickness and having to pick your hubby up from work and then driving past sloppy, fresh roadkill skunk....


Saturday, November 10, 2001

@ 2001-11-10 14:23:00

Current mood: hungry
Current music: Amber Benson - Under Your Spell

Food cravings/creations
- celery (i haven't caved to this one yet)
- baby carrots
- nachos (with cheese, sour cream and spaghetti sauce)
- cheese (marble)
- lots of toast
- apples and applesauce
- hard boiled eggs

craving currently being satisfied, 2 pieces of toast with sour cream as a spread and marble cheese in the middle. Very tasty. I'd eat this even if I weren't pregnant

But I am still hungry and I don't know what baby or I want....

Thursday, November 8, 2001

@ 2001-11-08 10:51:00

Current mood: thrilled

On my pregnancy

Mom H. had a dream on Oct 5th that I had twins. A girl and a boy and the dream was so significant to her that she wrote the date down.

Then, for the past 2 wks everytime I've gone to see her, she's asked if I came by to tell her that I am pregnant.

And I've said no, because right at this time, I'm only 4 days late. But I did the pee test on Tuesday night (Nov 6th) and then did the blood one at my doctor's yesterday.

I'm very happy :>:>:>

Wednesday, November 7, 2001

@ 2001-11-07 00:06:00

Current mood: giddy

la la la la la la la la la
OK, so I'm in a super-good mood :>

I'll fill all you LJers in later this wk exactly why I'm glowing and singing...

Thursday, November 1, 2001

@ 2004-11-01 14:06:00

Current mood: uncomfortable

planning for the inevitable
Mom's getting worse by the day, she had a rough night last night, when DS is home from work I'm running up there on my own...

***[cut a lot of stuff about Mom and funeral planning]***

If Mom lasts through this wk and something happens next wk, sammygirl and her mom will take Little Man to the assessment for me (if neccessary) because I know that Mom would want Little Man to be the priority no matter what. And sammygirl-N-J as well as my MIL have offered to watch Little Man for the funeral. I would prefer sam-n-J but it's nice to have a back up too.

***[more things about Mom cut]***

I will not be taking Little Man up to see Mom anymore and he won't be going to the funeral (when that time comes) because I don't want his first memory to be of any of this if I can prevent it.

I've got a lot on my mind today...